Thursday, September 3

3 September, A-M 17

Nel left no journal entry for today's date.


Archive footage of Nel's experiences on this day will be shown at http://www.oneandother.co.uk tonight at 10pm GMT.

Wednesday, September 2

2 September, A-M 17

Nel left no journal entry for today's date.

Tuesday, September 1

1 September, A-M 17

Nate's gone. They took him in the night. We heard a window break in the kitchen, and he called to them, we thought it was Rothe back. Nobody answered - he went really pale, grabbed a stick of pipe and pointed under the couch I was on. He left, and just before he went out he looked so terrored. I got under the couch and pulled a sheet over the front just before I heard someone - not Nate - scream. More smashes. I think I heard somebody's skelts breaking. Then Nate yelled, he didn't yell words bur just yelling. He was telling me not to venture. I didn't. His voice got thinner and I didn't hear anything after he cut off.

I just stayed there, I dont know how long for. I dont know what time we rose, but the shine was out when I moved the sheets. The kitchen was...there was red. Lots of red. Some white, pink chunks too. Nate's a shift but I hope it's not his chunks.

I got the food we had and moved. Greens and salm, mostly. Rothe didnt come back. He left and didnt come. They must have him too. If its the same people, they didn't slit Nate so they wouldnt slit him then would they? I dont know. I just went to the center. I wanted to shout for Rothe but that's no idea. He wouldve beat me for that. I just walked. I couldve shouted. I can feel them watching anyway, wouldnt have made a diff. Maybe they'd get me already.

My inker's running out. Im going to leave this here in the center and stay in the [unitelligible] so you can find me. If you can. Theyve seen me though. They're coming tonight. Dad, I hope you read this and find me. I node you will. I hope.


Nel